Lost Control

The mask is taking over,

Tears flow uncontrollably,

I look into the mirror and find,

That painted face staring at me.

Red cheeks, nose and eyes,

Look back from the glass,

With her lips trembling,

She's controlling me through the mask.

My body grows numb,

But I can feel it panic and fret,

From the explosion of emotions,

That I could never forget.

I can't stop now,

Though its tearing me apart,

I should have never let it penetrate me,

Like arrows in the dark.

I should have never let my guard down,

My fatal mistake,

The bottle's being emptied,

But this time, i hope the glass breaks...