Goodbye

I cringe as the rain,

Touches my face,

Washing away,

That bitter taste.

I told myself,

Once before,

Never again,

But my heart was torn.

It happened again,

So i built up my wall,

This time, to let nothing in,

Not even a call.

A cry of familiarity,

Not even that,

They'll all go someday,

The more my heart would crack.

Broken it is,

In pieces it shall be,

Scattered like stars,

Upon the moonlit sea.

Alone i will be,

Emotionless and safe,

Is this the path I truly choose?

When I have lost all faith?

So goodbye to you,

Goodbye again,

The next time I see you,

Which only God knows when,

You will be happy,

Without me there,

Don't try to deny it,

Though I knew once, that you cared.

I wish you well,

Be on you're way,

There's nothing else,

Which I can say.

The Wind's Farewell

A land of fields,

Where lavender grows,

I laid down slowly,

And let the fragrance flow.

It surrounded me,

All warm and lovely,

While the rays of the sun,

Passed by silently.

The lonely night,

Quickly came after,

Still I laid down,

Amongst the fragrance and laughter.

I heard the spring wind,

It spoke softly to me,

The words I shall never forget,

Engraved in my heart, will it forever be.

Copyright for this poem goes to http://vanille-apple.blogspot.com/

(Sequel to Spring Wind, and Spring Wind2.)

Oh My Sadist!

She sat by the shadows,

Under the rain,

No one noticed,

No one knew her pain.

Day after day,

She suffered alone,

From her ghostly pale lips,

She smothered a moan.

Gritting her teeth,

She faced the cold,

She dwelt in the darkness,

She had no where to go.

Just standing there,

For the darkness to take,

She almost stopped breathing,

Her life is at stake.

A few moments left,

Her memories flashed by,

She was dying, no doubt,

Its time to say goodbye.

The twilight in her eyes,

The dawn in his,

She had given up,

While the world was his.

He watched the sun rise,

And bathed in all its glory,

Never had it crossed his mind,

A single thought of misery.

A lifetime of happiness,

Had past them by,

His memories, though, were stolen,

If he knew, he'd rather die.

Lost in time,

In a floating world,

Endless dreams,
Drift and tear at the seams.

They both made a choice,

To die in their own way,

One cloaked in shadows,

The other kept them at bay.

She chose her memories,

And suffered pure pain,

He chose to feel nothing,

And had forgotten his way.

In your opinion,

Which was more tragic?

To live with no meaning?

Or die by candle wick?

Why should I?

Word for word,

Lie after lie,

Just admit that,

You love to see me die.

You say i am nothing but trouble,

You say i'm but a disturbance,

Careful for what you wish for,

Cause one day, i really might go.

Away from you,

Away from the cage,

Looking back i would say,

'Ah,yes those were the days'

If you treat me like so,

Why should i even spare you a word?

You're definately aren't worth my time,

I'd rather talk to a bird.

At least he has freedom,

So unlike me,

Because unfortunately,

I'm trapped by your stupidity.

No proper answer,

Just a shrewd 'GO AWAY'

Don't act so haughty,

Cause one day, i'll make you pay.

I'll do the same to you,

Then you'll see,

How cruel you truly were,

Of how you treated me.

If you can't talk to me nicely,

Don't expect me to do the same,

I'm just following an example,

You have no one but youself to blame.

My Dear Alice

Trapped in the past,

Amongst all the pain and the tears,

How do you cope?

When you live with your fears?

Wonderland is destroyed,

Along with your memories,

Shattered pieces of ruin,

Still show old enemies.

Your mind is in ruins,

Bitter tears run deep,

Down in your twisted soul,

Does this foul curse creep.

Deeper and deeper,

Right to the core,

Reality fades from sight,

Gone is the weight you bore.

Given up

The soft echo of tears,

Hang in the air,

And keep ringing in my ears,

The aura of despair.

The magnetic hopelessness,

That clings to me,

I try to fight back,

Oh so desperately.

Till it brings you oblivion,

This life shall you endure,

The eternal sleep that awaits,

Is nothing but a lure.

To mislead and misguide,

All those who live,

Tossed into the pits of hell,

Toxic fumes is what you shall breathe.

Depression

The rain falls in sadness and sorrow,

It rains in the town as it rains in my heart,

The wind howls, thunder roars,

The streets are empty, the rain will never stop.

The cold engulfs you,

The shadows gather round,

Your senses start to numb,

As in blood you shall drown.

Your breath starts to quicken,

Cold sweat drips down,

The body begins to tremble,

As your sins rebound.

Your life flashes before you,

All that you've done,

Now that its all over,

Theres nowhere to run.

Your sentence is cruel,

As you have once been,

In this game of life,

One can never win.